Glee!

For those who don't know, Glee really is one of the best shows on TV.  (Maybe right behind Big Bang Theory).  Tonight the topic was faith/religion/spirituality.  It was an interesting show because it really did a good job of presenting all of the views (in a light-hearted, comical, yet un-offending manner).

During the climax of the show, I had Jordan in my arms, holding him after a feeding.  If there is no God, then how can I be holding such a miracle in my arms?  How can I love him so much?  How can love even exist?  I know that we all might differ on who that god is and how he interacts with us, but for me:  I know.  And that me be all there is to know.  When you experience the reality of God, which I have many times -maybe no more so than with Steph and Jordan - you see clearly what your purpose is.  To love God, and to give your love to others.

So to all of the "Curt's" out there:  See the beauty in the midst of despair, and the simpleness in the midst of chaos, and know that there is someone out there who has a purpose for you.